Karma

Who knew that by simply changing my outlook on life could make things so amazing! 

Ever sense I stopped worrying and started just being happy, I feel like so much has finally started falling into place! I worked out my new work schedule, FINALLY found a second job that works absolutely perfect in my schedule, and just in general I have been feeling better and more confident about myself. 

I'm a big believer in karma. I live my life with the idea that as long as I'm doing good things, and sending good vibes out into the universe, eventually I'm going to get some good karma back. Well, I think its finally working!! I just spent the most awesome weekend in Tahoe with the band. I got to know some new people, went out, had an amazing time, and was just all around happy! Truly, utterly happy, no more of this fake crap. And I feel like it can literally only get better from here as long as I keep up with this new attitude.

“Someday, somewhere – anywhere, unfailingly, you’ll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life.”

— Pablo NerudaI was totally feeling like I was going through some sort of mid- mid life crisis or something just a few days ago. But now I really feel like I have found myself. And its so refreshing to know that I don't need to have every single answer right this second. And I definitely don't need anyone else to make me happy. I feel like I can finally breath again! I'm so excited about every day and I know that I can face every single day with the courage and strength to not only survive but excel.