Saturday, November 24, 2012

Tonight the heart Aches on me...

Dear Heart Breaker,
                How do you feel? Do you feel better now? Do you feel like you are important and loved? You took my heart and you tore it apart. You made me feel like I mattered for a second. You made me feel like I had a chance. I thought that it could be forever, but forever only lasted until you got bored. Your a heart breaker. I saw the best in you. I saw what you could have been. But you proved me wrong yet again. Yet again Im left in the dust. Wiping away the tears I try to hide from the world. Im acting strong, pretending it doesn't hurt me. Pretending I saw it coming all along and knew you could never feel the same. You took my trust for granted. You made me feel weak. Little do you know your the weak one. Your the one who will be alone and hurt when the world comes crashing down. The joke is on you sweet heart. As much as I wanted you to live up to the expectations I thought I never had, in the back of my mind I prepared to watch you walk away. Because that's all Ive ever known. Ive come to realize that's ok. Its ok, because in the end I'm the strong one. I'm able to own up to my feelings and let my walls down, let someone in. That makes me strong. I find strength in my weakness. I'm strong because I can feel without fear. I can love with out limits and I can be hurt and move on. My heart can be betrayed and I can still find a way to love again. So give me your best shot! Hit me with everything you have. Break my heart, because all it does is make me better. Know that the more you hurt me the stronger I get. So never think that you got the best of me. The best is yet to come baby... the best is yet to come.

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Dear Heart Broken,
                  Don't give up. Don't ever fall. Dont ever doubt. You have so much to offer, and someday some one will see all of that. You have the power to give people the benefit of the doubt. When they fail, you have the power to move on. You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are imperfectly perfect in your own way, and one day someone as great as you will see all of that. Keep your head up. Keep on pushing forward, because one day it will all be worth it. There is something better out there for you. Don't be sad when you fall. Don't feel inferior when you don't get treated the way you deserve. Your not, but one day you will. Its all going to be ok. Be happy, be content, be you and be great. I know you feel lost sometimes. Like no one will ever love you. Like your not worth their time, not worth their love. But its the exact opposite. They are not worth your love and they are not good enough to love you. Just keep shining baby, one day the clouds will clear.


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