Friday, June 15, 2012

Bleed...

You matter.
You bleed just like everyone else. You have real feelings and emotions just like everyone else. 
You are just and important and special as everyone else.
Sometimes life has a way of getting you down. But you rise above. You are a loving daughter, sister, friend and future wife. 
The world needs you. 
Your beautiful smart and have so much to offer. 
One day some one will see the light in you the way you see the light in so many others.
Yes you fuck up, yes you don't get things right the first second or third try, but you are smart and figure it out eventually. 
One day this life will be everything you thought it could be. 
Once apon a time, happiness is real and its out there. You just have to get through the hard parts of life to appreciate the amazing ones. 
One day it will all be worth it.

I wish I could write a letter to myself. A letter from the future me. A letter proving to me that this is not all in vein. 
Sometimes this world can seem so cruel. 
And other times I cant help but see beauty in everything. 
Just when you want to lay it all down you somehow find the strength to pick it all up and keep pushing forward. 
Life is lonely, and hard and just flat out sucks sometimes. 
The one thing that keeps me up and going is the idea, the dream more like, that this is all part of some bigger plan. 
I'm meant for greatness and maybe all this bad is just to teach me about how good the good is. 
I wish I could see the answers and what my future holds. 
But for now I just sit and wait. 
Hoping that somewhere, some one is waiting for me too.